So I totally stole this video from my friend Amy but it really hit home with me when I watched it. She is really involved with Compassion International and actually just went on her first trip to Ethiopia in March with a group from Compassion. The video is talking about Compassion and the impact they have had on lives throughout the world over the years. The whole video is wonderful, but what really struck me was in the last minute...one thing I really struggled with when I first started emailing with Tamrat was the whole age thing. I thought, "How on earth am I going to be able to mother a 12 year old?...I'm 24!" Despite that initial thought, I knew I was so incredibly blessed with the opportunity to be a mother to this precious boy, but I was afraid of what others might think of this "unconventional" situation. I quickly got over my insecurity about it, but this video was refreshing to watch. Just proves that it's ok to go against the grain and do something a little untraditional when you're young...
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
what are you waiting for...?
So Kimberly introduced me to this new song (well, maybe it's not new, but new to me) that is absolutely amazing! It's called "Walk on the Water" by Britt Nicole. I so could have used this song for the last 2 months, but am so glad I have now added it my playlist of "songs to put on repeat indefinitely." :) It really emphasizes faith and your willingness to "take the first step into the unknown", promising God will be with you through all of it. It actually has the lyrics of "don't be afraid to move"...um, hello! I'm moving! :) Probably not the original intent of the phrase but still very cool.
I feel like the Lord has been slowly working on my heart, especially over the last few weeks, and showing me what true faith really is and how He is the only constant in life, my Everything. I think sometimes Christians get caught up in "waiting on God" that it becomes a crutch for never doing anything. I definitely believe the Lord does make us wait on His perfect timing, but if it's Biblical, you're actively seeking God's will, and Christ has laid a passion or desire on your heart, then go for it! Just do something! This is a concept that took me a while to learn. It has definitely been an emotional rollercoaster since deciding to move to Ethiopia, but I know the end result will so be worth it! This song has definitely been an encouragement (and I'm sure will continue for a long time to come) and literally took some words out of my mouth...weird! And to top it off, the song played on "Biggest Loser" tonight (one of my favorite shows!). I guess it was meant to be...here are the lyrics:
I feel like the Lord has been slowly working on my heart, especially over the last few weeks, and showing me what true faith really is and how He is the only constant in life, my Everything. I think sometimes Christians get caught up in "waiting on God" that it becomes a crutch for never doing anything. I definitely believe the Lord does make us wait on His perfect timing, but if it's Biblical, you're actively seeking God's will, and Christ has laid a passion or desire on your heart, then go for it! Just do something! This is a concept that took me a while to learn. It has definitely been an emotional rollercoaster since deciding to move to Ethiopia, but I know the end result will so be worth it! This song has definitely been an encouragement (and I'm sure will continue for a long time to come) and literally took some words out of my mouth...weird! And to top it off, the song played on "Biggest Loser" tonight (one of my favorite shows!). I guess it was meant to be...here are the lyrics:
"You look around, it's staring back at you, another wave of doubt. Will it pull you under, you wonder. What if I'm overtaken? What if I never make it? What if no one's there? Will you hear my prayer? When you take that first step into the unknown, you know He won't let you go. So what are you waiting for? What do you have to lose? Your insecurities try to alter you. You know you're made for more, so don't be afraid to move. Your faith is all it takes, and you can walk on the water too!
So get out, and let your fear fall to the ground. No time to waste. Don't wait, and don't you turn around and miss out. Everything you were made for. I know you're not sure. So you play it safe and you try to run away. If you take that first step into the unknown, He won't let you go. So what are you waiting for? What do you have to lose? Your insecurities try to alter you. You know you're made for more, so don't be afraid to move. Your faith is all it takes, and you can walk on the water too!
Step out, even when the storm hits! Step out, even when you're broken! Step out, even when your heart is telling you to give up! Step out, when your hope is stolen! Step out, can't see where you're going! You don't have to be afraid.
So what are you waiting for?"
Monday, March 15, 2010
Didn't you know I hide men in my closet??
So, apparently I hide men in my apartment - at least this is what I am told by the woman who lives in the apartment below me. I myself was not aware of this fact, but she swears "it's true!" I think this thought might have been part of the underlying reason for some of the events that unfolded last night.
Let me first say that the woman who lives below is me lives by herself, does not own a car (or clothes that were made after 1974), and is really protective of the 3 potted plants on her balcony. She has made these "noise" complaints on me every couple of weeks since I moved in, but they were always so ridiculous (typically she said they were at times when I wasn't even home) that I never paid much attention. She definitely got my attention last night...
At 1am, I was awoken out of a coma to pounding on my front door. Now anyone who knows me knows that I am a very sound sleeper and do NOT like to be woken up. So as I stumble through the darkness to see who it was, butterflies already in full flight in my stomach, I look through the peephole, but no one is there. I stood there for a moment, confused, as the banging starts again right against my face! (Hands now shaking.) I immediately called my sister to make sure she wasn't standing outside my door playing a practical joke on me, but she answered her home phone. (Definite feelings of panic.) I ran to my bedroom as I whispered to her that someone was trying to get in my house, also while I was reaching in my bedside table for my gun - the first time I've ever even thought I'd have to use the gun for its intended purpose. Kimberly told me to call the cops, so I dialed 911 and talked to a very rude dispatcher. I told them the situation and said I just wanted an escort to my car so I could get the heck out of there. The banging right as I called subsided, but it still freaked me out thinking that there was someone just sitting outside my door. So I quickly packed a bag and got my dog (who, by the way, didn't make a peep during the banging....I guess he's not guard dog material) and waited in the darkness of my living room for the cops to show.
About 10 minutes later, I get a call from 911 asking for the code to my apt gate....for real!?!?! I mean what if I was dying or the intruder had come in my house by this point? Would the cops not show because of not knowing the stupid gate code?! Anyway, another 2 minutes passes and I hear some familiar banging on my door. I opened the door and saw 3 cops standing outside. The closest one to me very rudely explained that HE was the one originally banging on my door! And then he proceeded to yell at me for not answering the door earlier!! He never identified himself as a cop, wasn't standing in front of the peep hole, and was about to beat my door down even though there was clearly no noise coming from inside...totally sketchy!! Basically, the woman downstairs had called the cops on me for being too noisy, even though I had been asleep in my room for 3 hours....yeah, she's crazy. She had told them that her walls were vibrating and my noise was making her bed shake so she couldn't sleep. WOW. I think she has way too much time on her hands. So then the cop tells me that I need to keep it down and then leaves with the other 2 cops, looking quite confused, following behind him.
I was ticked. And then started crying after they left because I was so rattled and frustrated with the whole situation. This is the last straw from the insane woman downstairs.
Let me first say that the woman who lives below is me lives by herself, does not own a car (or clothes that were made after 1974), and is really protective of the 3 potted plants on her balcony. She has made these "noise" complaints on me every couple of weeks since I moved in, but they were always so ridiculous (typically she said they were at times when I wasn't even home) that I never paid much attention. She definitely got my attention last night...
At 1am, I was awoken out of a coma to pounding on my front door. Now anyone who knows me knows that I am a very sound sleeper and do NOT like to be woken up. So as I stumble through the darkness to see who it was, butterflies already in full flight in my stomach, I look through the peephole, but no one is there. I stood there for a moment, confused, as the banging starts again right against my face! (Hands now shaking.) I immediately called my sister to make sure she wasn't standing outside my door playing a practical joke on me, but she answered her home phone. (Definite feelings of panic.) I ran to my bedroom as I whispered to her that someone was trying to get in my house, also while I was reaching in my bedside table for my gun - the first time I've ever even thought I'd have to use the gun for its intended purpose. Kimberly told me to call the cops, so I dialed 911 and talked to a very rude dispatcher. I told them the situation and said I just wanted an escort to my car so I could get the heck out of there. The banging right as I called subsided, but it still freaked me out thinking that there was someone just sitting outside my door. So I quickly packed a bag and got my dog (who, by the way, didn't make a peep during the banging....I guess he's not guard dog material) and waited in the darkness of my living room for the cops to show.
About 10 minutes later, I get a call from 911 asking for the code to my apt gate....for real!?!?! I mean what if I was dying or the intruder had come in my house by this point? Would the cops not show because of not knowing the stupid gate code?! Anyway, another 2 minutes passes and I hear some familiar banging on my door. I opened the door and saw 3 cops standing outside. The closest one to me very rudely explained that HE was the one originally banging on my door! And then he proceeded to yell at me for not answering the door earlier!! He never identified himself as a cop, wasn't standing in front of the peep hole, and was about to beat my door down even though there was clearly no noise coming from inside...totally sketchy!! Basically, the woman downstairs had called the cops on me for being too noisy, even though I had been asleep in my room for 3 hours....yeah, she's crazy. She had told them that her walls were vibrating and my noise was making her bed shake so she couldn't sleep. WOW. I think she has way too much time on her hands. So then the cop tells me that I need to keep it down and then leaves with the other 2 cops, looking quite confused, following behind him.
I was ticked. And then started crying after they left because I was so rattled and frustrated with the whole situation. This is the last straw from the insane woman downstairs.
So, for my next announcement.....I am officially moving in 2 weeks! I'm just moving to a different apartment in my same complex but hopefully this will clear up the continual misunderstandings for my crazy neighbor. Bizarre, huh?
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Waiting...
Oh, I am so NOT good at this waiting thing...
I keep trying to tell myself that everything will work out in the Lord's timing but honestly, I continue to get frustrated when my timing is not His timing. Sometimes I just wish the Lord would lay out the "big picture" of my life (more specifically, journey to Ethiopia) so that I could just be reassured of the end result. What's funny is that that is so not like me! I hate knowing the endings before they happen - to stories, movies, pretty much anything. I love surprises, so this waiting game should be right up my alley.......apparently not.
I found this verse on someone's blog around the time I finally decided to move to Ethiopia. I know it is a pretty popular verse in the adoption community, especially waiting for the referral, court date, travel date....actually, I guess every part of that process. Anyway, I loved the verse and knew that it would be crucial for me down the road. I had kind of forgotten about it over the last several weeks. Well, guess what just happened to pop up tonight out of nowhere.....
"For still the vision awaits its appointed time; it hastens to the end - it will not lie. If it seems slow, wait for it; it will surely come; it will not delay." Habakkuk 2:3
God is so good!!
Sunday, February 21, 2010
We're Going Back!!!
...to Ethiopia, that is! OMG, I am so excited!!!!! The idea has been thrown around the last month or so but now it is a definite YES. Kimberly, Brad, myself, and a few others from our church will be making the trip in June (specific dates to be determined but will probably be leaving June 4th). I never thought we would be going back this soon...but since I will hopefully be moving there in September-ish, what a wonderful opportunity!
I have to admit though....I think I'm most excited about seeing my Tamrat again! He has changed SO much since I first met him, and I can't wait to throw my arms around him again...in fact, I think I might have a problem letting go when I actually do see him!! He is just the most precious thing ever, and I couldn't feel more privileged to be called his mom. What can I say? I'm a proud mama. :) I mean look at this face...
Ethiopia is such a beautiful country - not in just physical beauty but in culture and beauty of the heart. It is so exciting that others want to experience Ethiopia but also that I can be a part of it with them! I don't know what the Lord will have for us on the trip....I'm sure it can be nothing short of intense, yet amazing adventures. This second time traveling will probably take on such different emotions for us, with it being almost 2 years later and the kids not being in tow. I can't wait to help plan the itinerary and hopefully do some of the things we weren't able to last trip - like ALERT leprosy hospital, lunch at Dreamland, and Gladney's cultural dinner. Illness and stressful emotions seemed to get in the way a bit of engaging in all the activities planned for us back in September 2008.
I have to admit though....I think I'm most excited about seeing my Tamrat again! He has changed SO much since I first met him, and I can't wait to throw my arms around him again...in fact, I think I might have a problem letting go when I actually do see him!! He is just the most precious thing ever, and I couldn't feel more privileged to be called his mom. What can I say? I'm a proud mama. :) I mean look at this face...
Friday, February 12, 2010
"We are the World"....take 2
Like everyone else, I loved the original "We are the World" collaboration in 1985 and was so excited when I heard that they were going to remake the song! I think some of the artists they chose are a little random, but I was definitely not disappointed with the outcome. With all the new developments in my life, the song itself and the purpose for recording it have taken on a whole new meaning for me. Coincidentally, the Hope for Haiti benefit concert aired Friday, 1/22 - the exact night I decided I would probably move to Ethiopia. I had just made the decision, turned on the tv for a brief distraction, and this video had just started playing. I immediately fell back into tears, to say the least!
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
The Weaving of a Tapestry...1 Year Later
A LOT happens in a year! Especially when you try to chronologize life during that timeframe. Atticus and Scarlett Paige (my nephew & niece) had been a part of our family for 1 year on September 8th, 2009. This is the date that we call "Tapestry Day". Basically, we commemorate the kids' joining the family and becoming a part of Kimberly (my sister) and Brad's family tapestry.....hints why Kimberly's blog is named Our Family Tapestry.
She made this INCREDIBLE video for Atticus and Scarlett Paige's FIRST "Tapestry Day" and shared it with the rest of our family and friends during their Tapestry Party in September 2009. You have to watch it....it really is so awesome!!
She made this INCREDIBLE video for Atticus and Scarlett Paige's FIRST "Tapestry Day" and shared it with the rest of our family and friends during their Tapestry Party in September 2009. You have to watch it....it really is so awesome!!
Monday, January 25, 2010
Once Upon A Time...
...there was a little boy and a little girl living in Ethiopia. They lived in a village named Yirgalem - a town 6 hours south of the country's capital city, Addis Ababa. The children were growing but not realizing how the destitute conditions in which they were living affected them. They were just babies. Babies with many more burdens that we can even fathom. More burdens than any child should endure.
At the same time, there was a couple living in Kingwood, TX - a couple praying for ways to expand their family. They had 2 biological children already but knew that the Lord had predestined more children to join their clan. Adoption had always been a desire of their hearts. The timing of it, however, was a little more complicated. They finally began their adoption journey in 2006, deciding that a little girl from China would be the next addition to their family. The wait began for their baby girl....1 week, 2 weeks, 6 months, 1 year....
During this very difficult and seemingly bleak time, God slowly began changing their hearts, leading them to consider African adoption. Despite many obstacles and after much prayer, the decision was made to move forward with adoption - but from Ethiopia, not China. They had no idea how much this decision would alter the course of their lives (and those around them) forever.
Many months continued to go by...VERY slowly...as the couple ached to bring their children home - they had now decided to adopt 2 children (either gender) instead of just 1 daughter. Finally, in July 2008, they received the most anticipated call of their lives. Their adoption caseworker from Gladney Center for Adoption had amazing news!! There were 2 Ethiopian children (a boy and a girl - both 3 yrs old) waiting for their mommy and daddy to come get them in Africa!
September 6th was THE day....the couple and the wife's sister (the official trip photographer) all took a 16 hour plane ride to Dubai and then a 4 hour ride to Addis Ababa, Ethiopia. And on September 8th, the same children from Yirgalem - now toddlers and the first children to be adopted from this region of Ethiopia - could no longer be called "orphans".
Take a look at their adoption journey from the couple's point of view below. By the way, I'm so glad that I can call these precious children my nephew and niece!!
At the same time, there was a couple living in Kingwood, TX - a couple praying for ways to expand their family. They had 2 biological children already but knew that the Lord had predestined more children to join their clan. Adoption had always been a desire of their hearts. The timing of it, however, was a little more complicated. They finally began their adoption journey in 2006, deciding that a little girl from China would be the next addition to their family. The wait began for their baby girl....1 week, 2 weeks, 6 months, 1 year....
During this very difficult and seemingly bleak time, God slowly began changing their hearts, leading them to consider African adoption. Despite many obstacles and after much prayer, the decision was made to move forward with adoption - but from Ethiopia, not China. They had no idea how much this decision would alter the course of their lives (and those around them) forever.
Many months continued to go by...VERY slowly...as the couple ached to bring their children home - they had now decided to adopt 2 children (either gender) instead of just 1 daughter. Finally, in July 2008, they received the most anticipated call of their lives. Their adoption caseworker from Gladney Center for Adoption had amazing news!! There were 2 Ethiopian children (a boy and a girl - both 3 yrs old) waiting for their mommy and daddy to come get them in Africa!
September 6th was THE day....the couple and the wife's sister (the official trip photographer) all took a 16 hour plane ride to Dubai and then a 4 hour ride to Addis Ababa, Ethiopia. And on September 8th, the same children from Yirgalem - now toddlers and the first children to be adopted from this region of Ethiopia - could no longer be called "orphans".
Take a look at their adoption journey from the couple's point of view below. By the way, I'm so glad that I can call these precious children my nephew and niece!!
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